Captain’s log Stardate 47003.5
I just got a subspace message from Admiral Hawthorne wanting to meet me at Utopia Plantia in the next few days. To say that the message was chilly is an understatement; it could have froze out a fire wraith. I know that some in Starfleet don’t think I’m up for the job, but I take comfort that Admiral Verata has confidence in me. His support of my has been unwavering, seemingly, he has more faith in me that I do myself. I have my doubts about my ability to command. But in times of self doubt, I turn to my literary source of inspiration, Tolkien.
You have been chosen, and you must therefore use such strength and heart and wits as you have.
I have to just rely on my skills and trust my training to get me through. I am grateful to Vedek Marsel for all his encouragement and advice. He helps me to de-stress and trust the plan the Prophets have for us. I look forward to seeing him in person again–at some point. But for now duty calls.
Captain Faren Reon 