Kicking my Heels

Personal Log Stardate: 47006.8

So, I have plenty of time these days. With the Admiral blocking access to the Avenger (he wants me to study up more on the technical schematics), I don’t have much on my calendar.

As a result, I’ve been reviewing my personal library, rereading some of my favorites, and thus have come with my top ten authors:

10. Stralkith of Vulcan-not a terribly popular writer, especially among Vulcans. She lived more than 500 years ago, but her style seems contemporary. She wrote fiction, which is not very popular among Vulcans in general. Her novel The Winds off the Desert is a brilliant work filled with complex characters who struggle in a world of emotionless beings. They are the outcasts, but triumph, not through logic, but through their instincts and desire to survive. It is quite insightful into the Vulcan psyche.

9. e. e. cumming of Earth-strictly not a fiction writer but a poet; however, he is brilliant in taming language to his control. There’s something invigorating about his break-all-the-rules style. I feel him to be a kindred soul.

8. Neil Gaiman of Earth–one of the most brilliant writers of the early 21st century. His allusiveness to other elements of popular culture is both awe-inspiring and frustrating. Reading one of his books is a maddening process of researching his cultural allusions, but it is so satisfying to finally piece together what he is getting at. Good Omens is definitely my favorite work of his.

7. Oshihlov Ch’oqivet of Andor–an amazing author, one of the most popular among Andorains and non-Andorians alike. As with most culture phenomenons in Andorian society, it is unnecessarily complicated, but it’s the very complexity that makes her writing so great. It took me about 4 tries to make it through her masterpiece The Bluest Skin, but it the end it was definitely worth it.

6. Jeho Trendath of Bajor–Jeho is a new voice in the literary world of Bajor. I would love to meet him and talk shop. He really bridges the gap between Old Bajor and the new emerging Bajor. He honors the traditions of the past-unlike some modern authors who belittle them-and at the same time shows the future as hopeful and bright, not something to be feared. He only has published two novel so far–The Temple of the First Kai and Innocence of Tears. I can’t wait for his next–not sure when he’ll publish again or if he is even writing one.

5. Vaarbash Nic of Bajor-there’s nothing like an old classic. Vaarbash lived nearly a thousand years ago, but his writing is still popular and relevant. His work The Oracle from the River Town is still taught in schools and it an amazing read. It deals with the big questions of faith, love and following your pagh.

4. Alan Paton of Earth-a somewhat obscure author from the 20th century, but his novel Cry, the Beloved Country tells the story of country broken and unmendable. It echoes our plight under the Cardassians so significantly that it brought me to tears. His intricate story lines and complex characters make this a riveting read for anyone, but especially for Bajorans.

3. Charles Dickens of Earth-Dickens is such a crucial author for so many reasons. He was one of the first who wrote about the blight of the poor and whose protagonists were not necessarily part of the wealthy elite. He writes rich descriptions and wonderfully realistic characters that can not help but draw the reader in. His holiday classic A Christmas Carol is definitely my favorite.

2. Vedek Tremotel Gi’ of Bajor-another modern author. Her irreverent take on modern religious and monastic life has earned her some enemies among the Vedeks, but it has garnered her many more fans. Her book Your Pagh is Broken is definitely not being read schools–or at least taught in schools.

1. J.R.R. Tolkien of Earth-I could write an entire book on what is great about Tolkien. He is another 20th century author who lived through wars, economic depressions and tremendous social change and yet kept a hope-filled and positive tone to his writing. He is a creator of worlds so intricate that they are completely believable. I find I can go back to his writing time and time again and find something new and something ingenious.

A Little Bit of Nostalgia

Personal Log Stardate: 47006.3

Recently, I’ve been thinking about my heritage and upbringing. I caught a scent from one the food vendors on Utopia Planetia and it instantly brought me back to home. The vendor was using a combination of spices that remind of one of my childhood favorites. My father used to cook an amazing koganko pudding. I’ll see if the Avenger’s replicators can come close to making it like dad did.

I’ve also been thinking about Bajor. Maybe I could serve Bajor better by joining the Bajoran security forces. Now that the Federation is helping, maybe real progress can be made. Serving among so many races and cultures is a tremendous plus for Starfleet service, but there is no one in the galaxy like a Bajoran. My heart calls me home. But there is a difference between a heart desire and the Prophets’ guidance. And although I desire to return to Bajor, if I’m honest with myself, I know the Prophets are telling me: not yet.

I’ve heard a rumor that I might be getting a Bajoran counselor. That would be wonderful–if true. But Starfleet rumors fly faster than Fire Cave bats. I’ll try to not get my hopes up.

Speaking of not getting my hopes up–I haven’t had my meeting with Admiral Hawthorne yet, he keeps delaying. I’m not sure if the delay is intentional or not. But he hasn’t allowed my access to the Avenger yet and I’m getting pissed off. I am ready to take command and get to know my ship and crew. I’m sure my new counselor would tell me to be patient, but being patient runs against my nature. I’m seriously thinking of sneaking onto the ship. I’m sure Darren would surreptitiously beam me aboard. I would catch a shit storm of trouble from the Admiral if I did.

A Longing for Home

Personal Log Stardate 47004.4

After talking with Vedek Marsel, and reviewing the Klingon doctor’s work on Bajor, I am so very homesick.

Bajor

Having grown up on Usal IV, I’ve never spent much time on my home world. I’ve visited only once the Cardassians left, right after Bajor was liberated. What a glorious homecoming that was! I don’t think I have time to visit before I take command of the Avenger. I miss my people as well. I haven’t been lucky enough to be assigned with other Starfleet Bajorans yet. It’s my hope (and I did make a request of Admiral Verata) that I’ll have some Bajorans in my crew. I hate attending services alone. Our religion, our faith, our culture is communal; we need to be with our own kind. It would cheer me to no end to have half a dozen or so Bajorans assigned to the ship.

Cold Message

Captain’s log Stardate 47003.5

I just got a subspace message from Admiral Hawthorne wanting to meet me at Utopia Plantia in the next few days. To say that the message was chilly is an understatement; it could have froze out a fire wraith. I know that some in Starfleet don’t think I’m up for the job, but I take comfort that Admiral Verata has confidence in me. His support of my has been unwavering, seemingly, he has more faith in me that I do myself. I have my doubts about my ability to command. But in times of self doubt, I turn to my literary source of inspiration, Tolkien.

You have been chosen, and you must therefore use such strength and heart and wits as you have.

I have to just rely on my skills and trust my training to get me through. I am grateful to Vedek Marsel for all his encouragement and advice. He helps me to de-stress and trust the plan the Prophets have for us. I look forward to seeing him in person again–at some point. But for now duty calls.

Intelligence Conference

Be yourself; Everyone else is already taken.

— Oscar Wilde.

Captain’s log Stardate: 47001.8

Two weeks.  Two whole weeks—what a waste.  Twenty or so intelligent specialists guessing at what a dozen different hostiles might be doing.  We spent two whole days on the Ferengi, the Ferengi!  A species who can be placated with replicated gold.  They are about as threatening as a thunderstorm on a holodeck.  We spent way too much time on the Q continuum.  What are the odds of running into one of them?  About zero.  


The only part of the conference worth anything was the intel on the Cardassians.    They are itching to get Bajor back, any way they can.  I’m not sure I believe the veracity of the reports of dissent on Cardassia.  I’m sure that intel is inflated.  

To be honest, my thoughts are obsessed with my new lady—the Avenger.  I keep reviewing the specs and I can’t wait to break some speed records with her.  I’m worried about how they configured the power relays, it seems all too likely that they might be pinched off in battle.  I can’t be sure until I actually see them.  

Another cause for concern is some of the crew choices.  What is Starfleet thinking?  A Klingon doctor?  He’s likely to perform mercy killings for a hang nail.  I’ve read his file and he seems competent, but I think the crew is going to take a while to warm up to him.  
I still don’t know about my helm officer, my chief of security and my first officer.  I know after the battle at Wolf 359 officers are scarce, but seriously we launch in less than ten days.  I need a good command crew.  I don’t need an XO who’s going to question every decision and won’t let me leave the ship.  He’ll want to have all the fun himself leading away missions. I’m going to set him straight—I take my own risks. 


The one department I have no worries about is engineering. With Darren Alder heading up things, I know we are in good hands. I can’t wait to hang out with him again. I haven’t seen him in months, and he—the lucky dog—has been on Avenger overseeing the engine refit. Just a few more days and I’ll officially take the captaincy of my first ship.

Captain Faren Reon Personal File

Name: Faren Reon

Race: Bajoran

Homeworld: Bajor (grew up on Usal IV)

Starfleet Graduating Class: 2349

Current Assignment: U.S.S. Avenger NCC 53505, commanding officer

Accreditations: Ground Vehicle Ops, Basic Warp Engine Ops, Starship Security, Diplomacy and First Contact Protocols, General Starfleet Protocols, Basic Helm Ops, Piloting, Basic Astrogation

Awards: Award of Valor, Palm Leaf of Ronara Peace Mission, Star Cross

Previous Starfleet Assignments:

2359-2371-First Officer U.S.S. Devore

2369-Special Assignment *CLASSIFIED*

2356-2359-Security Officer U.S.S. Yuri Gagarin

2351-2355-Security Officer U.S.S. Archer

2349-2351-Security Officer Starbase 37